Happy Easter!

slash passover, because I am celebrating passover this year, which means rather than have pancakes at my house, I had eggs and latkes and kimberlys. and it means rather than share the adorable iced bunny easter cookie with my sister, i let her eat it all. and it means rather than fresh warm biscuits for breakfast yesterday, I had applesauce. and it means instead of cornbread and chili last night, salad. But i'm not bitter or anything. I love latkeeeees! and wiglson and marshall. and that that big cryptic secret was not a big deal, but still appreciated.

so, its been a long time. sorry loyal reader. but I did go back and read my old wallposts (all 3 of them) and even when you're not trying to come off as dramatic, i feel like anything from the past comes off that way. i.e.- being exclusive and drinking smoothies at kelly's study "party". and my nike shox. LET IT GO! i certainly try to hagahagaigai. and like reading our old emails. things like that make me feel better about right now. whatever is happening now may seem so critically important, but when I think about them in a month, i'll be like "oh. wow allie, good thing you got yourself so worked up over this and it doesn't even matter."

yeah, I will refer to myself like that. and to as many inanimate objects as I want to!!!

ok, so not many events have stood out to me in recent history. I've had two gas disasters, i'm B plate!!!!, i've not made a documentary (shit.), and.......yeah. So, now we can skip recent history and go right to today.

so, I finished catcher in the rye last night. it was good. i like the name holden. and that things were so cheap back in the day. i obviously had very deep thoughts about the book haha. but for serial. I think holden is such a miserable hypocrite. everyone and everything in his world is phony, but yet he continues to go to the phony hotels and make dates with phony people and be in the phony world. I mean, everybody feels like that sometimes. wonders why the world does what society dictates us to do even if it seems dumb and useless and phony. but holden caulfied, if you're going to moan and complain about it all the time, why don't you actually do what you say you want to and be a deafmute in a cabin!? he can be so "holier than thou" sometimes (phrase courtesy of kelly fine)

i've been wanting to learn guitar for a long time. new train of thought now, btw. samantha said i could borrow her sisters old acoustic, so i've decided after ap exams i'm finally going to learn. its really too bad i'm not a boy. because once i learned to play guitar and sing, i would be clawing girls off me. except i'm not and i'm thinking it doesn't work quite as well vice versa. and my singing would scare away even small animals i'm pretty sure. so, there's that.

this is a looong post. which means, i will be posting our summer extravaganza list on a new one. woooooo! this really needs to be the best summer everr. because it could be our last. and that sounds dramatic. and i hate both of those things. so anyway, here comes the list.

later b,
-dave